alone

And again
i was left alone

it is not the first time & not even the last
i m a fool not learning from my past
there is no place for me anywhere
i have no option but to disappear

why i still have a drop of hope
that i may cope
that i may not choke

why not i realize
better be wise
that it may never happen
a state that i never attain

but now i m comfartable with it
i dont want to find an exit
may be lonliness himself felt alone
& choses me as his only known

i enjoy the feeling
itself reaviling
that i have a friend
inside me
that doesnt follow the trend
& doesnt leave me bend
i have him even when i don't have anyone
& thats what i wanted in return