well the chances were 50 50

I hoped that my dreams will come true someday.
that hope went down the gutter it seems.
Although I must not complain
My nightmares are happy,alive and kicking.

hmmmmmm

Feelings from B-school till now-

1) I am pretty much useless.

2) Okay useless is not enough.I have to add some more adjectives like worthless, boring,  idiot and I hope you got the drift.

3) I thought I will cherish these two year, but now I have a feeling that these are going to be a nightmare.God Save Me.

4) Satan, I would have offered you my soul but I don't think you will be willing to buy it

5) I don't know why but sometime I feel that death must be beautiful for it help the man to let go of all the unimportant things he thought were important.

6)
Every passing moment reminds me what I am
Every passing moment pierce me
Every day I live, feels like a lie
Every breath I take,leaves me dry

A new life but the same old issues

So apparently coming to a B-School to figure out your life is a bad idea.

I have been lonely for so long that It doesn't mater any more, but a loner in a crowd is a new thing and I need to learn how to adjust to this situation.

So many nice people I have met in the last 2 3 days.

I have not heard any good songs lately.A good song will definitely cheer me for a day at least.

May be it will get better once classes will begin.I might have something to keep myself busy with then .

As of now all I really wish is that hopefully everyone must think of me as someone troubled and kindly ignore me.That will be a huge help.......