Back Again !!

So its almost a year since i wrote anything.

I dont know the reason why i haven't written anything for a year and I am not even sure why i am writing now.May be its because I am looking for some remorse or may be it just because I want to be my old self.

So let it be anyone of the above mentioned reason as both of them are equally lame excuses.

If i have to sum up the learning of the last year in one single line than that line should be this :-

"Like most misery, it started with apparent happiness."
— Markus Zusak (The Book Thief)

So simple so honest yet so wise and complicated.I don't know whether we exist for a reason or not ,but i do believe that our existence is somehow overrated.Probably the whole god and karma thing is a fuss,a conspiracy to make the man(& off course women ) sail all through his life waiting for the good things to happen.

Although somewhere deep inside I want to be wrong.

I want to have a god somewhere,sitting quietly,watching me ,laughing at me when I react this immature.I want me to have faith in him and i want to believe that somebody's out to get me.

And I don't know how exactly should i end this post.Probably a full stop is the only available option right now.............................