once again....

i have been here before,

similar feelings ,similar insanity

which i felt before

wasn't able to describe it earlier,

nor did this time i am sure

although i feel its love

but i don't even believe my feelings now

i have been wrong before

an average confession of a loser

so i think its final now ..... i am just an average person ,sadly no different then others.

i am just an average person with average capacities ,average dreams ,average looks and with an average iq. just like every-other average person,i used to think that i am different but now i think its better to realise the truth,and accept my limitations.

may be i never be able to do anything different then others ,there is a high probability that no one even remembers my name ,and i just can't do anything about it because i am a mere pawn in the hands of god and luck.although i am not sure that the god exist.

and i know what the luck has in store for me.i am here to ensure that the winner wins ,the toppers tops.i am just another bloody looser.i am here to clap for the winner . i am here to make noise for them when they are out in the middle winning.

i am a loser. i always was, and i always will be ..and that is my destiny