I FEAR

I feared being alone

Until I learned to like Myself.

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I feared failure

Until I realized that I only Fail when I don't try.

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I feared success

Until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.

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I feared people's opinions

Until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. 

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I feared rejection

Until I learned to have faith in myself.

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I feared pain

Until I learned that it's necessary for growth.

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I feared the truth

Until I saw the ugliness in lies.

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I feared life

Until I experienced its beauty .

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I feared death

Until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. 

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I feared my destiny,

Until I realized that I had the power to change my life.

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I feared hate

Until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.

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I feared love

Until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.

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I feared ridicule

Until I learned how to laugh at myself. 

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I feared growing old

Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.

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I feared the future

Until I realized that Life just kept getting better.

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I feared the past

Until I realized that It could no longer hurt me.

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I feared the dark

Until I saw the beauty of the starlight.

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I feared the light

Until I learned that the Truth would give me Strength.

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I feared change,

Until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a Metamorphosis before it could fly.

blame you

someday i hope i forget you

and you won't matter much to me

someday may be i will be the same

and i will be  free mentally,all alone

but that day, i pray may come soon

cause till then i had to suffer

every second and every moment

due to you??no,i don't think so

i know the reason is me

however i blame you anyway

every time when i saw you 

i feel the same pain inside me 

the pain of watching you from distance

the fear of loosing you someday

and i know someday this fear will come true

but i can't do a thing to prevent it

cause i can't find a way to come near you

i know the one who is lost is me

but don't worry you

i will blame you anyway

story time

story no ----1

Ek din ek Kutta jungle main raasta kho gaya. Tabhi usne dekha ek sher uski taraf aa raha hai. Kutte ki saans sookh gayi. "Aaj to kaam tamaam mera!!" usne socha. Phir usne saamane kuchh sookhi haddiyan padi dekhi. Woh aate hue sher ki taraf peeth kar ke baith gaya aur ek sookhi hadii ko choosane laga aur zor zor se bolne laga, "wah!! Sher ko khaane ka maza hi kuchh aur hai. Ek aur mil jaaye to poori daawat ho jayegi!" Aur usne zor se dakaar mara. ye sun kar sher sakate mein aa gayaa. Usne socha "ye kutta to sher ka shikar karta hai! Jaan bacha kara bhago!" Aur sher wahan se champat ho gaya.
Ped par baitha ek Bandar yeh sab tamasha dekh raha tha. Usne socha yeh mauka achha hai sher ko sari kahani bata deta hoon - sher se dosti ho jayegi aur usase zindagi bhar ke liye jaan ka khatra dur ho jayega. Woh phataphat sher ke pichhe bhaga. Kutte ne Bandar ko jaate hue dekh liyaaur samajh gaya ki koi locha hai. Udhar Bandar ne sher ko sab bata diya ki kaise kutte ne use gadha banaya hai. Sher zor se dahada, "chal mere sath abhi uski jivanleela kahatam karta hun" aur Bandar ko apani peeth par baitha kar sher kutte ki taraf lapka.
Kutte ne sher ko aate dekha to ek bar phir uskii taraf peeth karke baith gaya aur zor zor se bolne laga, "Is Bandar ko bheje ek ghanta ho gaya saala ek sher phaans kar nahi la sakta!"

moral of the story

if you don't know anything,please do not assume anything

story no -----2

A popular motivational speaker was entertaining his audience. Said he:
"The best years of my life were spent in the arms of a woman who wasn't
my wife!"

The audience was in silence and shock.
The speaker added:  "And that woman was my mother!"
Laughter and applause.

A week later, a top manager trained by the motivational speaker tried to
crack this very effective joke at home. He was a bit foggy after a
drink.

He said loudly, "The greatest years of my life were spent in the arms of
a woman who was not my wife!"
The wife went wan with shock and rage.
Standing there for 20 seconds trying to recall the second half of the
joke, the manager finally blurted out "... and I can't remember who she
was!"

moral of the story

don't copy if you can't paste

story no ----3

A husband wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and

pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table. 'Honey, breakfast is on the table, I left early to go grocery shopping.

Love You!'

Totally shocked with the note, he goes to the kitchen and sure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. He asks, 'Son, what happened last night?' His son says, 'Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunk and delirious. Broke some crockery, puked in the hall, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door'. Confused, the man asks, 'So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me?

I should expect a big quarrel with her!' His son replies, 'Oh, that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your clothes n shoes off,

you said,

'LADY LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M MARRIED!'

Moral

Self-induced hangover - $ 400.00

Broken crockery - $ 800.00

Breakfast - $ 10.00

Saying the Right Thing While Drunk – 'PRICELESS'

a promise

it is surely a defeat,a loss

but it show me the truth

my fault & the bug inside

the need to remove it and i know

i have to work hard

be more concentrated

more accurate

little more precise 

but then i also know 

everything will be changed

everything will be set all right

i had spent a lot of time

misusing myself

not taking care of things

i should take care of 

but now i am back

with a new feeling 

that never let me lose again

here i am promising myself

that i never let me down again

i know what i can do 

and i can do it for sure

all i needed before,is an aim

& this loss is a provider of the same

things that retract me before

they don't matter now much more

all that i wanted i got 

its time to get set and hit the core

and puting everything back on track

and letting myself to fly 

take care n good bye

meet you soon when i am on my high

till then  keep on watching the sky

a lucid dream

i try to avoid you
try to overcome
but here i am
failed n undone

like the most basic thing
i think you are among one
no matter i try
but you remain
inside me,right there
somewhere hidden

if anyone search
nothing is the outcome
but i know
you are something
that rule me,next to none

you are so insignificant
but so versatile
you are known to me
but disguised
jus like horizon i saw you
but not sure that you are real

living inside me
you are leading me rear
but i cann't do a thing
cause even if i protest
i am sure
i loose and you win

may be you are my destiny
my so called fortune
but whatever you are
you are making me insane

shadow dear

dear shadow 

do u know 

why would you appear

is there any reason

or its jus an existance,so mere

never you cry,not a single tear

never you breath,nor you live 

never you laugh,never a cheer 

why then you skulk around

and create a feeling

that someone is near

don't you know my shadow

no one will ever care

no one will say,you are rare

why would then you stay 

and try to  share

so my dear take my hint

and jus disappear 

go some where far

so far that even if someone search

they can't find you there

belive me no one will miss you

no one will ever spend a tear

and why will anyone

in a world full of light

who had time to cry for  shadow here

in my dreams

in my dreams

day and night 

i don't know 

but countless time

i love you and i mean it clear

but u cann't see

cause its too hazy around here 

in my dreams 

day and night 

i don't know

but countless time

i ask you and wait for ur swear

but u cann't tell 

cause u smile and jus disappear

in my dreams 

day and night 

i don't know 

but countless time

i crave you and and its rare

but i never get you

cause i never dare

in my dreams 

day and night

i don't know 

but countless time

khush raho

The way for a cool life. 



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