Dec 21, 2008

a dream that i lived

it's a dark  stormy stubborn night
look like darkness eats the bright
star are hidden behind curtain of cloud
thunders are roaring high & loud 
everyone else in world seems fast asleep 
but 
a pair of eye still awake
distant from his owns
lying with unknowns
he jus don't know 
why his luck changes its tone
he feel like crying 
why me was the question
he was trying
he think that he was punished
for a crime he never commit
he was here for no reason
&  never released from this prison
he thinks that he never survive
its the end of his life 
thoughts continue to flow
& then slowly he sleep

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the night passed & the day begins
he now started to like things
he found that it is not so bad
& he suddenly forget that he was sad
slowly stranger became familiar & then friends
his happiness has jus started to extend
he never know when they come so near
but now there is more love and less fear
the whole place which was prison before 
now become his life shore
priorities of his life was changed 
he is now more arranged
slowly & steadily
he become a part of it
he thinks without it he can't exist
time passes as the wind blow
in a slow rhythm it jus flow
he now forgot his first night
& busy in new sights
he lived as that night was jus a dream
but its not like as it seem

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an early,chilly,spring morning
first rays of sun jus hit the horizon
the world looks calm and quite
but something is not right
jus like the first night 
a pair of eyes still awake
his eyes are red as the rising sun
may be its the heat of last night fun
today is the last day and he is sad
he feel like loosing everything,
and yes,its true,he is left with nothing
only remain is what his memory retain
suddenly he remember his first night
and the time when he hate this place 
his dislike and his disgrace
he feel a shiver down his spine
and he feels it for the first time
he feels that's he rise after a long sleep
he remember the first night,like the last one
and then he feel 
all the years he spend here is jus like a dream
they come and go so fast 
he awake after years, to feel the destiny
the destiny of a dream
that is nothing but to break in morning
he smile and he mumble 
good bye my life,my dream 
i never had you again in this life 
but i can assure you a thing 
i will never forget 
a dream that i lived

Dec 7, 2008

i can only smile

she climbs the steps of the tample
fresh as morning dew
full of devotion
she looked at me as if i am a waste
but suddenly the same eyes
filled with kindness
she throws a coin to me
and thinks i will be happy 
but she doesn't know 
what i need exactly 
sky is in her favour and thus she shines
i am the regreted one,i only smile

he emerge as victorious
and get everones praise
i the last one 
i get nothing but disgrace
he discard me
and thought that i am of no use
but he doesn't know
where he will be 
if i wasn't reduce 
he is the chosen one ,he mesmerize
i,the loathsome, i only smile

you are the light,you win everytime
but i am dark & i never resign
you are meant to shine & thus you shine
all i meant to do is to keep trying
you are bright and thus you fertile
i, the char, i only smile

 
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