kuch khash...

Tu dur ankho se sahi,is dil ke bahut pas hai

                                 

         teri dosti kuch khas hai

                                                        

Tere bina ye jindgi,viran to ab bhi nahi

                                                        

yado ke manjar hi sahi,hai band palko me kahi

                                                                            

aj bhi in galon pe tere chuan ka ehsas hai

                                 

         teri dosti kuch khas hai

                                                              

Hai band panno me kahin,jane kitni bate ankahi

kah pate kash tumse hum,jo kah na paye hum kabhi

kyon aj bhi in ankho ko,tere lotne ki aas hai

          teri dosti kuch khas hai

 

written by a  friend :) 

whenever ...

no matter how hard i try

no matter how much i lie

 i know

it is of no use

i am in love with you again

the moment i see you

every time when you disappear

i decide not to think about you

but even at the time of decision 

i am thinking about you

i know

it is of no use

i remember you again

whenever i try to forget you

you never belonged to me

and i think you  never will

i cann't even deny that

we never ever share a future 

but i know

these thought are of no use

i crave you again

whenever i have a option of you

a eVer aFter oR a oNce uPon

the story begins with a "once upon a time"

twists and turns included

everything turning to bad & then worse

but suddenly a ray of hope rise

a "good" came  up 

and improves the situation

the "evil" is too strong

but the "good" still beats him

and story ends with a "happily ever after"

but this ending leaves a lot of question

is it the end of "evil"

is "good" is a "good" in reality

or just the opposite of "evil" 

isn't "evil" and "good" are just two faces of a coin

what is a "good" is jus a opinion

or you can say a illusion

change your approch and everything changes

cause a "happily ever after" is nothing

but a start to another "once upon a time"

and thats the hidden motive of every stroy

which is never deemed

HAVE YOU LIVED YOUR LIFE

Have you lived your life?

You haven't lived life yet if you haven't-

- Had a day which you wished never ended

- Fallen in love

- Lost love

- Lost a loved one

- Found love - in someone who can't be yours and whom you can't belong to

- Wrote a stupid poem which you never dared show anyone, but still own, read and laugh out loud

- Made a fool of yourself in a crowd

- had your moments of fame

- Gotten drenched in the rain, out of choice

- Laughed till you had tears in your eyes

- Kissed till you went breathless

- Been in a helpless, hopeless situation with no one to help you, but yourself

- Travelled alone

- Held a new born baby

- Held a wrinkled hand

- Cried for someone you didn't know

- Been happy for someone you didn't know

- Brought a smile on the face of someone you didn't know

- Felt envious

- Felt regret

- Felt hatred

- Been selfish, even if it means something as simple as keeping the creamiest part of the cake for yourself

- Danced in abandon

- Gotten drunk

- Watched a sunrise on a beach

- Watched a sunset on a beach

- Watched a full moon and thought of someone you love

- Been scared out of your wits

- WISHED YOU WERE DEAD

Well, I haven't lived my life yet...have you?

nOt sURe

grief jealousy  hatred

this is all left in me

who place the seed  

me or you

i am not sure

at the point of no turning back

i don't even remember the start

who incite it

me or you 

i am not sure

everything i am now

thnak you for making me that

who will regret the decision

me or you 

i am not sure

if you look around me 

everything is so hazy 

who ruined the view

me or you 

i am not sure

i know only one will survive

but in this game 

who is the fittest

me or you 

i am not sure

thE miRagE

somewhere 

here or there 

far or near 

i dont know where

but somewhere

revolving around it 

i sense it clear

but it sense me too

and dont know why 

but it disappear

jus like tear 

emerge from me 

but i cant see it clear

it seems near 

but it never appear

i know 

it is pushing me rear

but  i dont have  fear

its the mirage of my life 

that is so dear